What is the Endgame?

“There is convincing evidence that the new virus was not the result of intentional genetic engineering and that it almost certainly originated from nature, given its high similarity to other known bat-associated coronaviruses,”

James Le Duc, Head of the Galveston National Laboratory.

The mainstream narrative is that Covid “just emerged.” What follows from that is obvious to anyone. Future “viruses” can do the same. They can just “emerge” and therefore humanity is permanently, eternally at risk.

So get used to your masks, anti-social distancing, isolation, death and despair. Take the vaccine and you can travel and have a half or quarter normal existence. Until the next time.

So the “new normal” is to be on permanent standby, turning your back on others to pass them when you haven’t got the “mandated” two metres to manoeuvre.

It’s already happening. Nothing I have stated above is disputable by the mainstream; it is mainstream. So we’ve had the first wave, the second wave and now there is a Covid variant. What is to stop a further Covid variant? Get used to it.

Almost all of your freedoms have been taken away. No “unnecessary” travel. Stay at home. Spend your entire existence online. Binge-watch banal and cretinous television, avoid human contact as if your life depended on it, because the BBC/CNN tells you it does. Await tier five.

The virus came from nowhere, so we had to flatten the curve. Computer modellers predicting millions of deaths proved to be fundamental liars. But they haven’t gone away. Get in your house and stay there. The Welsh and the Scousers are super spreaders. Lockdown Wales and test every Liverpudlian.

Stick and carrot. From tier 3 to tier 2. From tier 3 to tier 4. See your family on Christmas Day. For the rest of the year, indeed for the rest of your miserable existence, go on-line. If you get depressed, phone the hotline. Have you been tested? You can’t touch another person, you will give them the virus or you will get the virus from them. Even though they have no symptoms.

  • Freedom-the vaccine!

Some truth activists have stated that once a cure for the virus is freely available, the whole thing will come down. It won’t. There already is a cure, hydroxychloroquine. If you have a test that tests for something that cannot be isolated, that tests for something we already have within us (coronaviruses are natural), then “cases” will continue to rise exponentially. More fear, more restrictions. The same testing regime will apply to the endless numbers of Covid variants. So you have a permanent fear mechanism.

Covid/Covid variant is spreading like wildfire. Everyone will get it unless they lock themselves away. And you have it even when you’re dead!

Of course you never hear what happens to the millions of “cases.” Are they dying a painful death? Self-isolation is the cure, unless you go out.

Take the rushed through vaccine, but still wear your mask, stay at home, wash your hands incessantly until the government tells you otherwise. You will need a “booster.”

If not enough of you buy into the doomsday scenario, Covid variant three will be released. We know every hospital in the world is being stretched to breaking point. But we knew that anyway, long before Covid was created, sorry, emerged.

It’s taken that bastard Trump a year to get a vaccine for Covid one. Another year for Covid two?

Supermarkets are making record profits. Most big companies and corporations are doing the same. Small businesses are folding daily. Your independence to earn a living is ebbing away. Take the knee, be thankful for your universal basic income. But if you rock the boat, it will be withdrawn, the computer will say “no.”

Your indispensable mobile phone already tracks your every move and has done for years. Every purchase you make with your card is recorded. “They” know where you shop, where you travel to, what you buy and your overall spending patterns. Having the test and trace app just makes it easier for them. Cash is dirty but receipts are not.

Sign up for the Great Reset. You will own nothing, they have already announced it. This is the Endgame. But just like a captive of an individual criminal, or a murderous regime, if you “behave” you might just get a crumb from the master’s table, or you might just get half a life, or you might just survive.

Welcome to a world of permanent surveillance, of vaccine hell, of genetically modified everything, of social credit, of censored communication, of modified weather, of total state dependency. And if you don’t play ball, permanent lockdowns and endless Covid variants.

  • But they wouldn’t do that would they?

Sorry to disappoint you, but they are already doing it. Just like the frog placed in a pan of cold water which is then placed on the stove to boil, it’s already too late. When the water boils, the frog dies.

Just in from that bastion of truth, the Guardian. There’s worse to come. WHO.

Are you depressed enough yet? Or do you still believe in “them”? What do you believe in? God?

Churches are closed, religious leaders are silent or the brave ones are being silenced. Do you believe in “science”? Whose version? The Government’s science or independent science?

 “Everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of human freedoms – to choose one’s attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one’s own way.”

Viktor Frankl (Austrian psychiatrist who survived Auschwitz)

  • I like metaphors. The uplift.

The vaccine is the equivalent of the pan of cold water. Once you’re in it you have no idea what is going to happen next. It might take 5, 10, 15, 20 years before serious side effects kick in. Most people reading this will already be at the very least sceptical of government diktats. For those who believe in government benevolence, if you want a life of masks, isolation, deliberately contradictory and confusing policies, the death of small businesses, of a permanent “dark winter” then that is and will be your reality.

I feel almost smug. No one can argue that “hands-face-space” is the current reality. No one can argue that arbitrary restrictions that make no sense abound. No one can argue that life is almost intolerable.

  • Sorry folks, here’s where it all changes.

If I could be convinced, by the reality, by actually seeing thousands of people dropping dead in the streets, by mortuaries overflowing, by having supplies delivered by drones and by the stench of decomposing corpses then I would comply. And if that scenario was the best available I would not want to live a minute longer than it took me to be overwhelmed by what I had just experienced. “They” can’t handle something that barely remotely resembles this. All they have is propaganda.

At the moment we are being told that without lockdowns this is what is in store for us. I don’t buy it.

I don’t buy it because I see people filming inside empty hospitals. I see medical staff dancing on Tik Tok and vaccines being administered through clothing and with empty syringes. I read statistics that prove global death rates from all causes have not changed. I watch and listen to doctors who have administered hydroxychloroquine and saved lives. I see scientists who tell me the government is lying. I see evidence in the USA of massive electoral fraud. And I ask myself why social media companies censor me for saying so. I see people with severe side effects, including death, after taking the vaccine. I see the same stories and narrative about everything across all mainstream media outlets across the world. I notice anything detrimental to Biden and his family is censored. I experience posting anything on social media that relates to Covid is immediately challenged. I read about countries which have rejected lockdowns are thriving. I read about states in America that have rejected lockdowns are doing the same. I wonder why YouTube has cancelled the President of America’s channel.

I also discover that failed and incompetent scientists who advise the government are still in office, still calling the shots. I see Covid-related contracts being awarded to friends of government ministers. Every day I hear about a politician or “journalist” flaunting Covid rules.

Despite the fact it is unconstitutional I see churches closed in America. Here in Britain churches are closed.

Aha!

Over in America I see no new wars in four years. I see peace accords breaking out everywhere. I see human traffickers, paedophiles and Satanists being arrested and imprisoned. I see millions of people attending Trump rallies, and half a dozen anti-social distancing in Biden’s basement. I read about states in which more people have voted than are alive. And they vote for one candidate, president-reject Biden.

I have read about the flourishing pre-Covid economy. And I see and hear so much more than I can usefully record.

The Endgame that I prefer is one in which power is transferred from unelected, corrupt and despicable politicians, institutions and thirteen Satanic families back to the people. A scenario in which morality is restored, gender fluidity is rejected, freedom to pursue one’s own life choices is the norm, and distorted, humanity-hating indoctrination is stopped. This Endgame is one in which the sun shines in a sky free from geo-engineering, in which suppressed medical breakthroughs are available to all and in which human contact and interaction is no longer toxic. This world is free from manufactured viruses, Frankenstein foods and permanent restrictions. It is one full of hope, of peace, joy and optimism.

I’m almost at the point of no longer caring about the mask wearing, behind the sofa cringing, neighbour reporting, hand washing sheep. They can no longer harm me or kill my dreams.

I will not be around in a world of endless viruses, lockdowns and despair. It isn’t for me even though it might be for you. No my friends, a better world awaits us whether you believe it, support it or deny it. It will not be secured through compliance. They were only following orders. And you know it; but dare you admit it?

Namaste. Jack Stewart, December 29, 2020.

To Vax or not to Vax; is that the question?

Everything moves at pace, so watch this video, which may make my post redundant:

Before I proceed I’m not an expert on this, but 99.9% of us aren’t either. So we have to rely on other people for our opinions. Who do we trust? The Government? Pfizer? The mainstream media? “Influencers?.” Notice I haven’t used the word facts. Yet.

There is a guiding principle which should inform all your research, not only on this question but on everything else in this confused and confusing time. Who benefits? Cui bono in Latin.

Who stands to benefit from mass inoculation?

Now I know some of you will not even pay attention to the last two paragraphs. So extreme is the fear agenda that has been advanced that the majority of the population will do no research, will blindly follow the government and their talking heads.

So perhaps fear is a good place to start. What might happen if you have the vaccine?

It is possible- and this is a fact, look it up- that you may have an adverse reaction. Even the vaccine manufacturers have never come out and admitted their product is 100% safe. How many people live in the UK? 68 million at the last count.

In November it was suggested that AstraZeneca’s vaccine is 70% effective. To make things simple let us say 60 million people took it. That means 18 million would not be “protected.” And yes we know recently the figures of 95% have been bandied about. If that were true 3 million people would not be protected.

So how do we identify the 3-18 million people? A Covid passport would clearly be useless.

Back to safety. Why is it in the USA, now here,  and no doubt in many other countries,  the pharmaceutical companies have been given legal protection against damages claims by the government? So if you have an adverse reaction, become disabled or die you cannot sue the manufacturers. Apparently there is a limited government payment in the UK (we are paying for it) up to a maximum of £120,000. So you become wheelchair or bedbound how far will £120,000 get you? Supposing one of your children is damaged?

I know what’s coming next. “I’ll take my chances, life is a risk.” Might I ask you that this response is also informed by a couple of other factors. People in my generation were given polio, measles and chickenpox vaccinations and “we never suffered.” Well I certainly didn’t but I do know someone who did. And it wouldn’t take much effort to work out, to find out that many people did suffer adverse reactions. The second reason I would suggest is the classic carrot. You can go to a sports event, the cinema and theatre, travel freely and fly only if you have the vaccination.

Isn’t the whole point of vaccinations to create herd immunity? To inject you with a mild form of the disease so that your immune system builds of resistance to it?

Do you think it’s possible that although human interaction has been severely limited, cloth/homemade masks, staying 6 feet away from people and incessant hand washing with carcinogens has worked? If it had worked there would be no need for the vaccination.

So what I’m saying is this. If this flu variant has “escaped” in supermarkets, pubs, on the streets and in fresh air as we are told, then herd immunity has already begun. And what of the exponential rise in cases with a fraudulent test? More cases, more herd immunity. Or am I missing something?

On to the next subject. What is actually in the vaccine? Although the NHS website denies it, past and present vaccines have contained thimerosal (a form of mercury one of the most toxic substances on the planet), formaldehyde, aborted foetuses and other delights. But I would say that wouldn’t I? I can list dozens of reputable sources but for those who believe the government and their agents, the NHS and Big Pharma, I’m wasting my time.

Bill Gates. The computer geek whose voice has more authority than any medical experts in the field. The man who was already come out and advocated global population reduction through vaccination. The man with his wife “Melinda” have been banned for vaccination deaths and damage in India and Africa.

The World Health Organisation. The head of the World Health Organisation, Tedros Adhanom Ghebreyesus, is not a medical doctor and is a member of a Marxist-Leninist Ethiopian political party that analysts have listed as a perpetrator of terrorism. Another organisation you can trust.

If you visit the NHS website, read the page “why vaccination is safe and important” you will be rushing off now to book your appointment. I have mentioned many times in other blog posts that medical information and statistics are hard to come by in the UK. So let us focus on some statistics from the USA.

In 1983, the average child had 10 vaccinations. The rate of autism was one in 10,000. In 2013, the average child had 32 vaccinations. The rate of autism was one in 88. In 2018, the average child had 74 vaccinations. The rate of autism was one in 36. I have just been on a website that challenges the figure of 74, suggesting it is nearer to 52. That same website justifies this by stating “parents know it is the best way to keep them protected.”

You know of course there is no correlation at all between autism and vaccination don’t you?

Haven’t we been told recently, and even the manipulated statistics bear this out, that children are the least likely to contract Covid? So if that’s the case why do they need so many vaccinations? And before you ask if by having dozens of vaccinations it has made them Covid resistant why can’t existing vaccinations be used as clearly they have an excellent track record?

So when I was a child the only things I had to worry about were polio, measles and chickenpox. Clearly in today’s world diseases are absolutely rampant. Why is that?

Despite the media’s attempt to convince you that Covid 19 is unique, the problem of our times and deadlier than the bubonic plague, there has not been one successful attempt to isolate it. Therefore how can a vaccine be produced to combat something that has not been isolated?

Now for some horror stories, all dismissed as conspiracies but nevertheless worthy of your time.

  • Vaccines contain potentially lethal ingredients.
  • Vaccines contain Nano chips.
  • Vaccines are part of a global agenda to enslave humanity.

The first assertion above is provable. The second one is also provable with a caveat. Nano chips exist which are so small they can be put into vaccines, but are they? And if so why are they? What can they be used for? And as for the third contention, I believe it but not enough do.

I have read article after article about doctors and medical staff who would not take the vaccines. Having lost two wives to cancer in the last five years I also know that a high percentage of oncologists (the majority) would not have chemotherapy. And in America the third highest cause of death are iatrogenic (medically induced) deaths. Of course all this can be challenged.

It all boils down to this.

What are the risks and benefits from having a Covid vaccination?

Are the potential risks, injury, death, low enough to merit and to offset the benefits, “freedom”, immunity from Covid and helping the general population? And why are we being coerced through even more freedoms being taken from us and potential and actual public shaming?

Before I finish let me quickly remind you that almost all drugs companies/vaccine makers have been sued from between $200 million and $5 billion.

And how about this?

“The apparent paradox is that as measles immunization rates rise to high levels in a population, measles becomes a disease of immunized persons. Because of the failure rate of the vaccine and the unique transmissibility of the measles virus, the currently available measles vaccine, used in a single-dose strategy, is unlikely to completely eliminate measles.”

  • To close.

Politicians will tell you that to go out of the house without a mask or hugging granny at Christmas will kill people and will kill granny. Well do your research very carefully because if you decide to be vaccinated make sure you are pretty certain you not going to kill yourself.

Jack Stewart December 3, 2020.

I am a rock, I am an island…

Inspired Jamila...

The inability to receive support from others is a trauma response. Your “I don’t need anyone, I’ll just do it all myself” conditioning is a survival tactic. And you needed it to shield your heart from abuse, neglect, betrayal, and disappointment from those who could not or would not be there for you.

From the parent who was absent and abandoned you by choice or the parent who was never home from working three jobs to feed and house you. From the lovers who offered sexual intimacy but never offered a safe haven that honoured your heart.

From the friendships and family who ALWAYS took more than they ever gave. From all the situations when someone told you “we’re in this together” or “I got you” then abandoned you, leaving you to pick up the pieces when shit got real, leaving you to handle your part and their part, too.

From all the lies and all the betrayals.

You learned along the way that you just couldn’t really trust people. Or that you could trust people, but only up to a certain point. Extreme-independence IS. A. TRUST. ISSUE. You learnt: if I don’t put myself in a situation where I rely on someone, I won’t have to be disappointed when they don’t show up for me, or when they drop the ball… because they will ALWAYS drop the ball EVENTUALLY right?

You may even have been intentionally taught this protection strategy by generations of hurt ancestors who came before you. Extreme-independence is a pre-emptive strike against heartbreak.

So, you don’t trust anyone.

And you don’t trust yourself, either, to choose people. To trust is to hope, to trust is to be vulnerable. “Never again,” you vow. But no matter how you dress it up and display it proudly to make it seem like this level of independence is what you always wanted to be, in truth it’s your wounded, scarred, broken heart behind a protective brick wall. Impenetrable. Nothing gets in. No hurt gets in. But no love gets in either.

Fortresses and armour are for those in battle, or who believe the battle is coming.

It’s a trauma response.

The good news is trauma that is acknowledged is trauma that can be healed.

  • You are worthy of having support.
  • You are worthy of having true partnership.
  • You are worthy of love.
  • You are worthy of having your heart held.
  • You are worthy to be adored.
  • You are worthy to be cherished.
  • You are worthy to have someone say, “You rest. I got this.” And actually deliver on that promise.
  • You are worthy to receive.
  • You are worthy to receive.
  • You are worthy.
  • You don’t have to earn it.
  • You don’t have to prove it.
  • You don’t have to bargain for it.
  • You don’t have to beg for it.

You are worthy. Worthy. Simply because you exist.

Found on the ‘net. Written by Jamila White.

The Still Small Voice.

I’m very blessed to know a number of people with “special” talents. We all have special talents but given the inverted nature of reality only a few are able to develop and use them. I would exclude myself from this category; however, at the earliest possible age I became aware that the world was not as it should be.

Seven decades of socialisation, and seven decades of swimming against the tide have brought me to this point. The search for truth using an overdeveloped left brain, and being a recovering academic have allowed me to “enjoy” a dance with the unlimited right brain, spirituality and infinity.

We are now, Autumn 2020, at the very brink of the most cataclysmic change humanity has ever seen. Many have alluded to this, but in common with almost all prophecies, the exact timing has always been difficult to pin down.

We all know that the best prophets and visionaries will fade away, as the impact of their prophecies induces desired action and awakening. These subsequent actions often skew any suggested timeframe.

I have always subscribed to the practice of challenging everything. The downside of this may be obvious. It can dilute faith in truth and it can erode belief when continuously challenged.

The behemoth that is the Illuminati/Deep State/Cabal has always controlled the narrative in terms of physical reality and the psychology of perception. We know this.

And despite the fact we have been told we only need around 144,000 people to “wake up”, this has always seemed to me a pipedream. No matter what direct or spiritual action light workers could take, 99% of the global population would always be in a permanent state of delusion as long as their worldview was created by the Satanic elite.

Ironically, reading Karl Marx many years ago, one of the key ideas he promoted was the idea of false consciousness. How right he was. He talked about peasants being like “potatoes in a sack.” Right again. Marx is now, and soon forever, history.

If I were to tell you that I haven’t wobbled during the course of the last six months I would be lying. Despite the fact the mainstream media is incapable of telling the truth, when the lies never stop, when the impact of the lies are made manifest through mask wearing, anti-social distancing and incessant hand washing in makes it very difficult to stay grounded and centred. Since the mask “mandate” I have come across three people out of thousands who have not worn masks in shops. It is very challenging.

No doubt what has kept us all sane is the small, but growing daily diet of truth. We don’t need signs on the street, arrows on shop floors and pavements, traffic diversions, endless, utterly unbelievable reminders in every shop window to wear satanic symbols of slavery, conscious and unconscious propagandists on every conceivable media 24/7/365 to get our message over.

Imagine if the truth had this kind of arsenal!

Perhaps we have more powerful “weapons” at our disposal…

We have won. At last the forces of light have triumphed. We are on the home straight.

The voice in my head which I heard over 65 years ago has now become reassuring, as opposed to doubting, challenging and occasionally (temporarily) full of despair.

The incredible technologies which can be used to heal and transform rather than enslave and destroy await their unveiling. What will we do with our ever expanding freedoms that “they” tried to take away from us permanently? What will the 99% who bought the lies, the suppression, the lives of quiet desperation and enjoyed Stockholm Syndrome do now?

I suspect, along with almost all true spiritual seekers, we will not expect thanks or apologies from the sleepers for their ignorance occasionally leading to vitriol and condemnation.

Let us imagine the sleepers are prodigal sons and daughters and welcome them home.

Here’s another Covid denier and cult follower signing off.

WWG1WGA.

Love, Jack Stewart, September 28 2020.

You are an Angel

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“Reality is an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.”

Attributed to Einstein.

It’s easy to become distracted, after all people often spend their lives consciously distracting themselves through all kinds of means to avoid the painful reality of their existence or wanting to let go of their past. In truth we all do it to a greater or lesser extent.

Spiritual teachings and enlightened personal development organisations like the HeartMath Institute exhort us to “drop into the heart.”

I know that, along with almost everyone these days, the “reality” which surrounds us is profoundly depressing and seemingly without end. It is like an invisible dead hand crushing any hope and optimism we have. Many of us also know that if enough people Feel the Wish Fulfilled of a new Earth, it will come about.

The mainstream bias and media narrative is hiding in plain sight. I can’t believe anyone who is reading this post buys fully into the Government/BBC/CNN etc. narrative. However it is difficult not to buy into some of it, simply because the persistent illusion is more comforting than the truth.

My own introduction to this life was in the eyes of my parents, a secret that had to be maintained. I blame them for nothing, they were wonderful parents and like everyone else acted in what they saw as my and their best interests. I’ll never know whether I “signed up for” truth activism prior to incarnation or it was a consequence of being encouraged to always look outside of myself for answers.

To this day I believe in the ideals of justice, fairness and the wonderful words enshrined in the US Declaration of Independence. For most of my life I had never bought into the God thing.

Our first encounter with other human beings is with our family. I’m well aware that a minority, perhaps larger than I can imagine, are not born into a family. That family may be extended and/or be part of a community. A country is a collection of communities. God help us all (I’m a believer!) if the day ever comes that we regard the state as our parents.

Anyone who takes the time to study psychology knows that the most significant influences on our lives, especially during the first 6-7 years, are those who raised us. We also know that all kinds of trauma, accidental and deliberate, have a massive impact. Add to the mix the contemporary cultural conditioning of entitlement, victimhood and unlimited aspiration unsupported by the necessary talent or effort and we have an unbelievably dangerous cocktail. If you doubt that pay a visit to the American cities currently being ravaged by rioters.

I have repeatedly said on this site that a notional hierarchy of suffering helps no one. Few people- it is still far too many-have suffered the kinds of depravity at last being reported in the media. There are glaring and massive exceptions (human trafficking and sexual abuse) to a situation in which one person’s trauma is another person’s inconvenience. Having worked with male survivors of sexual abuse many years ago, there is not a single person I would wish their nightmares upon save for their perpetrators. I believe it is called justice.

Where is all this leading to?

A number of commentators have observed that “privileged” young people involved in the US riots are operating out of a position of personal trauma, and I would have to agree.

There is hope. There is always hope.

We are all here on this earth for a reason. It would take virtually all the earth’s resources to help all 7 billion of us to realise what that purpose is. What will it take, what does it take for people to wake up to the reality that we are spiritual beings having a human experience?

Marxism- I was a Marxist for many years- denies the existence of God. That you cannot go to church during this plandemic, that God has been under attack for many years and that hell on earth surrounds us should tell you all you need to know.

I will leave you with a quote from one of my favourite sources,the Joseph Communications. In this case is from Trance Mission (Band of Light Media 2019).

“You are an angel. You are an angelic being. You have been coming here for some time and you come here repeatedly with different sets of ‘clothes’ in order to experience. And the amount of time you are here is dependent on the amount of challenges you can face versus the effects of the Field in being detrimental to your body.”

If you want to know about the Field, find out from the Joseph website.

My one line answer to just about every problem has always been love. Love is the answer, Love Heals. It is and it does. But life is a little more complicated than that at the moment. So, step into your angel persona, rise above the static of the propaganda and the insanity.

But remember to wear your mask.

Love to you all, Jack Stewart, August 28, 2020.

Beautiful Noise?

mask 8We are doing the best we can during an unprecedented time. I’m not the most disciplined person, and my calling is all about change. Helping people change, helping organisations change.

However we need some certainty in our lives. Over the last few weeks and months it has become obvious how much I personally have depended on certain routines. Parking my car down a certain side street. Watching truth videos on television. Sharing my time with others. Each one of these has been disrupted in the last few days and (it’s all right now) it has amazed me how much pain (who would have thought?) has ensued.

Just about everybody I know has routines, disciplines and practices to a greater or lesser extent, usually relating to their personality.

I thought I was almost immune to concerns over routine disruption, but such is the background “noise” from the psychological attacks on us all that the noise can deafen.

What can we do about this noise? The first thing is to acknowledge how it affects us, and this is true of every single issue that concerns us. Denial and avoidance store up trouble. So I’ve acknowledged it.

Next? More routines, more distraction? No.

Talking about it to others? Yes this helps, but if it’s all you do you are back into avoidance. Give this a go. Feel your connection to a loved one. The loved one may be alive or in spirit. If you cannot be with your loved one for whatever reason, this is even more important. So perhaps in some ways the most significant thing you can do is connect to Source. Source? God, the universe, a higher power, nature. Take your pick.

Can you do this instantly? Some of you may do so, but for the rest of us it takes time, just like it has taken time for you to establish your routines. I leave you with this thought from someone who knew what she was talking about. Princess Diana as channelled through my late wife Anne Stewart:

“When you think you are powerless, and can’t move on and may be stuck, just connect to God and you will feel that wonderful power.“

Forget about staying safe, it’s propaganda, and of course work (arbeit) makes you free. Empower yourself, empower others.

Love to you all, Jack Stewart, August 3, 2020.

Unconscious Bias

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When I was a teenager one of my friends had rather interesting parents. If you are into class, you would probably put them at lower middle. My friend had three sisters, two of which were twins. He went on to become a pilot and his sisters were all very successful.

They were a wonderful family, and although I found his mother a little pushy at times, I was intrigued by the “culture” that had been generated. My friend was very competitive, and although I was little less so, you could call us both “achievers.”

I’ve mentioned in a few places my own father. His work was mundane, soul destroying and an insult to the man’s talents. He worked in the same factory for 48 years. Outside of work he was incredible. If he set his mind to do something, he did it, and was often the best (championships, awards etc.) in his peer group.

In her 88 years my mother was ill twice. Once with food poisoning from shrimps, the second when she contracted flu (we didn’t have Covid in 2002) two days before she passed to spirit. My dad would have lived 10 to 15 years longer had he not smoked.

They were, in their own way, wonderful role models.

Politically I was always on the left. To this day I will condemn any form of discrimination. I have wanted to change the world since I became conscious (sorry for regular readers of these posts you must be sick of hearing this). My friend has always been on the right. Recently he got in touch with me and regularly sends me links to freedom/right-wing (take your pick) websites. Even though we’ve only seen each other a couple of times since we were kids, clearly our friendship has endured.

  • Who is a victim?

I have certainly suffered discrimination for not having the right accent, background and connections. Being rather well educated, having a Master’s degree and at one time being a university lecturer has served to overcome this ludicrous nonsense. Yes, I was one of a couple of people to go to university from my area in 1970. Unconsciously and consciously I never thought I was good enough despite getting very good grades at ‘O’ and ‘A’ level.

My partner was the first person in her family to go to university.

In the hierarchy of privilege, I’m obviously at the top. As a white woman she is second tier.

Elsewhere in these posts, and at length in my book, Love Heals, I have mentioned the law of attraction and the process of feeling the wish fulfilled. Also addressed is the issue of self-worth/esteem and the dominance of the subconscious mind in our daily behaviour. Although the “wokers” have weaponised “unconscious bias”, they are actually on to something.

If you are raised in a supportive environment, have good role models, are taught how to learn, how our beliefs become our biology, learn about the processes in the last paragraph and are encouraged to value yourself whilst taking full responsibility then I would say there is virtually nothing you cannot achieve. And while some of these may have been missing from my friend’s upbringing many were present.

We do not live in a meritocracy; racism is a fact of life. As is sexism. There are many overt and subtle barriers to “success” and living a fulfilled life. But these barriers can be overcome.

Most of humanity is wired for compassion, healing, love, tolerance and achievement. The current toxic climate of victimhood that we live in is like walking past a deep hole and seeing someone at the bottom. We have access to a rope. Instead of holding on to one end and throwing it down enabling the person to climb out, we throw the rope down, jump in ourselves and are assaulted by the person in the hole who claims oppression is justification for his/her actions.

Victimhood is a recipe for catastrophe. To gain any kind of satisfaction from hysterical denunciation of anyone you perceive as less of a victim than you are is a form of mental illness. Or a deliberate policy on behalf of a sick and twisted ruling elite.

It is impossible for love and victimhood to co-exist. We have all suffered. Everyone of us. Another theme on this site and in the book is trauma. Most of us are suffering from some form of trauma. We can never release it or overcome it by playing the victim.

We begin this life as a dependent being. Our “filters” are necessarily in the first few years of our life massively biased towards ourselves. For some they stay for life. The next level of “belonging” is our family. Not everyone has a supportive and functional family. The challenge that faces us all is to change this. You could say, and this is neither a model nor a theory, that the next level may well be our town, our local sports club affiliation or even our county or state. As we move up, we may well then identify with our country. Beyond that we identify with the world. Who knows, many people identify as consciousness, as (temporary) beings in an infinite universe or multi-verse. Perhaps you identify as a soul.

Who can argue that the biological spacesuit we inhabit has advantages and disadvantages? Does it define us? It does if we allow it to do so.

For everything that divides us, race, gender, sexual orientation, class, religion etc., a compelling, overriding counterargument can be made for that which unites us.

We live in a world of toxicity. Electromagnetic fields, chemtrails, what we eat and drink, the air we breathe and the polluted environment are all evidence of that.

How can all this be changed?

It’s so obvious I’m not going to insult your intelligence.

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Most of which appears above I have done to death. However only recently have I realised that the/my empowerment message has found an unlikely home in the global changes being driven from the USA. And only recently have I started to wake up to the fact that factionalisation, victimhood and all its camp followers will have to wake up themselves. Very soon.

Thank you John, you and your family influenced me far more than I ever knew.

For the better of course, but never blindly, never unquestioningly, never without reflection. My parents taught me that.

Love as always, love heals. Jack Stewart July 10, 2020.

Self Esteem

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“I cannot think of a single psychological problem that is not traceable to a poor self-concept. Positive self-esteem is a cardinal requirement of a fulfilling life.”

Dr Nathaniel Branden, How To Raise Your Self-Esteem.

And I cannot believe there is a single person reading this post who can disagree with the above statement and is themselves 100% free of this curse. Because we have spent most of our lives with this issue it is not going to go away with some kind of psychological magic trick. Indeed what am I about to say applies to life.

Wouldn’t it be wonderful if the education system put self-worth and self-esteem above the “3R’s”? Having high self-esteem is the opposite of being unaccountable, having no boundaries, declaring you are right and everyone else is wrong,  and expecting the world to beat a path to your door. Having high self-esteem is contagious; it is all about love, it is- what an incredible phrase- about living consciously.

“To live consciously means to seek to be aware of everything that bears on our actions, purposes, values, and goals, and to behave in accordance with that which we seek and know.”

Dr Nathaniel Branden.

I suspect it is very similar to mindfulness, except more so. This is far too short a post to generate a checklist few will abide by to raising your self-esteem. And I’m loathe always to insult anyone’s intelligence. Another idea put forward by Branden is the counter to self-acceptance, self-disowning, which is in essence having an adversarial response to your own experience. Isn’t this insane? Disowning yourself?

sunSelf-acceptance is realising that the totality of you, your body, your personality and your circumstances now and from birth is the hand you chose or were dealt. It is the metaphorical equivalent of looking in the mirror and saying “I accept myself, I love myself and I realise I am not perfect but a work in progress and am developing myself.”

The world we are currently encountering is creating a hundred new challenges a day. We are all being challenged to change the way we think and to align ourselves with causes that are rooted in fear or rooted in love. Being conscious, being accepting of who you are in the moment is the best possible way of navigating your way through. And for the loved ones around you who are looking for positive role models I would suggest you have an obligation to provide it.

Thank God it is within our power to change.

There is no-one, unless they hold a gun to your head or your principles are for sale, who can change you without your consent. Yet always bear in mind you are driven by your subconscious mind and that subconscious mind may have remained unexamined since birth. And especially if like just about everyone on the planet you experienced some kind of trauma as a child.

If I said what follows next a hundred million times it would never be enough.

IT DOESN’T HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS!

Start to live authentically; have the courage to be who you are and have the awareness to realise the effect you are having on others. Closing yourself down (self-disowning) is a wonderful way of living a life of quiet desperation and being totally (wilfully) ignorant of your impact on other people. Just because something is a cliché doesn’t make it untrue. Everybody loves somebody. In loving yourself what you are doing is giving that someone love of the highest value.

So, before you give up on yourself, saying “Well that’s me, take it or leave it.” consider the idea that how you leave this world might be how you enter the next.

And lastly, for those of you who are more than concerned about your health and your appearance, having high self-esteem will affect how you look, how you hold yourself, how you move, how you feel, how you speak and how you progress through the world.

If I have failed to give you at least one reason to pay attention to your self-esteem and self-worth so be it. Anyone can be healed, not everyone can be healed.

Jack Stewart, feeling inspired, June 29, 2020.

We rise by lifting ourselves.

Do you love yourself, really?

heart and mindFirst some big picture stuff. Before the plandemic, the race riots, the destruction and history deletion, what was the state of the world? Peaceful? Universal abundance? Everyone healthy, happy and fulfilled? I won’t insult your intelligence.

So the world was broken and causes were advanced. It was capitalism and colonialism. The lot of everyone who wasn’t a white man was appalling because of the patriarchy. It was global warming; it was the virus that is humanity.

  • Do you see a problem here?

If I go around pointing the finger at others I believe are responsible for the state of the world then I am a good person. If I “take the knee” then I am one of the guilty ones. Emotionally charged white zealots have a problem when confronted by black policemen or women in proclaiming their white patriarchal causal theory. But they don’t. Black policemen and women are part of the problem. They have clearly sold out.

  • But it goes a little deeper than that.

If I “take the knee” I’m siding with the oppressed. They are oppressed through my conscious or unconscious actions and those of my ancestors. So my skin colour is irrelevant? I feel guilty.

If humanity, black, white and all shades in between, is the problem (the virus) then where do we go from here? Is it possible that Antifa and BLM zealots are also infected?

  • The real pandemic.

You’re not likely to get up out of your chair, go to the nearest mirror, look into it and reflect on how you see yourself are you? But to save you the journey, how do you perceive yourself? Better than other people? Guilty? Are most people superior to you? Those “others” you lord it over, are they part of any particular group?

  • A bit nearer to home.

Regardless of your gender, are you equal to, better or worse than, in terms of a yet to be defined criterion, your husband/wife/kids/friends/family?

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If you go out, breathing air, you have been told there is a risk you will kill someone. You are asymptomatic, so the fact you are not hot, coughing and breathless is no excuse. You could kill someone anyway. So you don’t. You stay home. You comply with house arrest, wearing a useless mask that could increase your chance of catching this ‘flu variant, avoid other people like the plague, shun social contact with loved ones and even your close family and wait for government permission to tell you when to come out from behind the sofa.

Why do you do that? Because you have been told you are a potential killer?

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Unless you truly have been hibernating for three months, you will have noticed that you have carte blanche, especially in America, to go out and “protest.” If you do that your potential killer status is suspended. You can stand shoulder to shoulder with other one-time potential killers and the only consequences are non-health related. And you know what they are.

However, if you go to a political rally, try to open your business, object to house arrest et cetera, you are, again, a potential killer.

In the totally unhinged, insane world of identity politics there is a hierarchy of victimhood. At the moment those at the top of the victim tree are black people. We haven’t heard much lately about transgender issues. Or the fighting between some feminists (TERFS-Trans Exclusionary Radical Feminists) and transgender activists.

Then we have the “experts.”

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Who are the experts? Are they one above status wise that other revered group, scientists, in the social pecking order? What happens if one of these experts (Neil Ferguson anyone?) gets it wrong? What happens- DO YOUR RESEARCH- when people like Ferguson get it consistently wrong? Might it be a choice by politicians of who to choose as an expert? After all aren’t all experts correct come what may? Surely experts and their lesser brethren, scientists, are uniquely objective, unbiased, wise people who are totally uninfluenced by those who pay their salaries?

I have studied human behaviour for over 40 years, spent thousands of hours researching, attending courses, teaching personal development and held positions in academia. Am I an expert? On some things, maybe. Am I an authority? No chance. Would any government which is part of the swamp, hire me to promote and help fulfil their agenda?

  • Some things are indisputable.

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Most of my real learning, my “wisdom”, my beliefs and values (of which I am proud) have come from interactions with other people. I have met “experts”, global leaders in my field, “educated” people and thousands of people I could not or would not label. Perhaps my worldview is totally distorted. If I buy into the concept of the 2%, then as a member of this group do I want the 98% to join me? If this theory has any validity then what is to be done?

Credit where it is due. Those currently in power have done an incredible job during my lifetime of convincing the majority they are in need of saving. In the last 10 years the only thing to be is a victim. The system disempowers you anyway, so to become empowered you have to challenge the status quo. If you are a victim, especially a more downtrodden victim than anyone else, mainstream politicians have got your back. You see the problem keeps coming back to the white patriarchy.

You can violently challenge the patriarchy, the colonialist behemoth, and it makes you feel good. The worm has turned. Smash the system. I certainly bought into smashing (non-violently I hasten to add)-the system for decades. As a white man it is a little difficult for me to want to abolish the patriarchy. Sure I can take the knee, daily if necessary, and tithe a substantial portion of my meagre income to Black Lives Matter. I can humiliate myself, feel guilty and start to despise who I am. I can denounce my dead parents, and search in my ancestry for proof that I am racist. Or a virus. And by driving a car and at some stage in the future- God forbid- flying, I can hate myself even more because of global warming.

So, people like me are the oppressors. Or we can become one of the victims. As an oppressor, I should be cancelled, de-platformed and removed. As a victim, in the current climate, I’m one of the good guys, and might even be financially rewarded for any destructive behaviour, be it physical or verbal. And who is going to rescue me?

  • But wait…

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What if I wasn’t a victim? What if I thought a long time ago that I could rise above any challenge, that by loving and accepting myself I could love and accept others? What if I realised I was an essential, unique and significant part of the human race, of the timeless oneness in all creation? What if I realised this biological spacesuit I currently inhabit had no significance other than that which I gave to it? And what if I dedicated my life to helping other people wake up to their true selves, their true nature?

And what if I forgave those who betrayed me? What if I forgave myself for betraying others? And what if I used my own imperfect life, the mistakes I made, to motivate me to be a better person?

And instead of pulling down statues, and deleting history, we all learned from the mistakes of the past and use those mistakes to motivate us all to never repeating them and to build a better world?

Suppose we all woke up from the false narrative perpetrated continuously, universally and in a 1000 different disguises that we are either victims or oppressors?

Suppose we realised that everyone has an agenda, no matter what it is, and that by discovering that agenda we then have a choice to make. My agenda (a gender, how interesting) is very clear though I can never be 100% certain that I have convinced you.

We are all one, we are all of equal worth, and we are beings of magnificence, creative and compassionate. If we treat others badly, which we all do, we can learn from that and become better people. We are not victims; we are a heartbeat from emancipation, liberation and empowerment. No matter what our financial, social and wellness status it is possible to break out of our socially constructed and self-perpetuated prisons.

Anyone can be healed, not everyone can be healed.

The real pandemic? You know now what it is, and in truth you always knew it. How does that song go? “Learning to love yourself is the greatest Love of all.” Love yourself, or find someone who loves you to help you. Love heals.

WWG1 WGA

Jack Stewart, June 24, 2020.