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“Desire is the starting point of all achievement, not a hope, not a wish, but a keen pulsating desire which transcends everything.”

Napoleon Hill

Not long ago I wrote somewhere that the primary “resource” or trait for progress in this world was curiosity. Well, that curiosity has led me on to something else!

How much do you want the object of your desire? How much does that career, that relationship, that health, that body, that skill, that qualification, that car, that house, that freedom mean to you? Let’s put it another way, what would you sacrifice your life for?

What really floats your boat? What lights your fire?

What diminishes the intensity of your desire? Maybe you feel you don’t deserve it, maybe you had it before and it was taken away, maybe you don’t believe it’s possible, maybe you want to be left alone in peace. Or maybe you’re too old.

How do you feel when you see an individual or a family get help that turns their life around? When you read accounts of people overcoming life-threatening illnesses, being saved from certain death or succeeding against all the odds, are you inspired?

If you are one of those fortunate people who can facilitate these actions, do you need any motivation?

I’m sure the majority of us like a bargain. We enjoy good company, beautiful places and good things. Surely everyone wants good health? Surely everyone wants loving relationships? If you pass a homeless person on the street, maybe it reminds you the importance of a good home.

How rewarding is your job, how frustrating is it not to have a job? Is what you’re doing for a living contributing to a better world?

Of all the people I have helped over the years, one group stands out in the context of desire. (Male) survivors of sexual abuse. I only did this work for a couple of years, because I didn’t get paid. It was incredibly rewarding because for many reasons I was very effective (and divinely guided) in helping them escape their nightmares. And why was that? Well, the principal “ingredient” was their desire to lead a normal life, to let go of the trauma and toxicity of the past. With some of them you could almost touch the intensity. Helping them to channel that desire was one of my greatest privileges and achievements.

Having worked in professional sport, and read/researched a fair amount about the motivation of elite athletes, the desire not to lose is often stronger than the desire to win.

There is no consensus on the subject.

“Success – keeping your mind awake and your desire asleep.”

Walter Scott.

So what, there is no consensus on almost anything. Ask your local Satanist or woke politician.

I’ve given you a few clues, not that you need them, about how you can increase the strength of your desire. And guess what, as all writing is autobiographical, the thing that drives me most of all is my desire for the outcome, rather than wanting to avoid/escape something. When I look back over my career, I see the successful phases were all underpinned by a desire to be the best, to triumph against all the odds, to do something new, to be creative, to liberate individuals, groups and organisations from mediocrity, in some cases tyranny and (continuously) to help people realise their potential.


Do you love any sentient being unconditionally?

What has given you the greatest pleasure in your life? Is there a cause or person (s) you would die for?

These are the keys to unlocking your desire.

Access or generate these “states.” Mobilise them when you want something with the intensity that “transcends everything.” Be relentless. Feel the wish fulfilled. No compromise.

You already have the desire. It is merely a question of channelling it.

How great is the object of your desire? Beyond the usual suspects? How about trying global liberation and transformation for size? Our numbers are growing by the minute.

We are all drops in the ocean; we are the Ocean. This is the greatest “pollution” exercise in history. We have already won, but let us all persist until the water is crystal clear.

Jack Stewart, October 22, 2021.

P.S. If something nags at you, which limits or blocks your desire, it has to go. Go here.


Most days, if I’m out on the streets of where I live, I see one of my neighbours. He is a wonderful, intelligent and compassionate young man currently beset by all kinds of difficulties. Custody of his son, moving house and problems with his ex-wife. During our very brief conversations he updates me about his current situation, then always asks me how I am. He is infinitely brighter when his young son is with him.

He is in the process of selling his house. He has just changed estate agents. Once the house is sold he can move to where he wants to be, pay off his ex-wife and begin a new life. Anyone who has been involved with the selling of a house knows how uncertain it all is. We feel at the mercy of some unknown buyer. Our fate depends on a “stranger” fulfilling our needs. We can get our hopes up, then only to have them dashed by the stranger’s fickleness or own problematic situation. My neighbour (he is a very resourceful and attractive man) is very lonely (his words), but dare not start a new relationship given the constraints which surround him.

The solution? Simple. Feel The Wish Fulfilled…

So, I would tell him to imagine everything he wants- house sold, ex-wife paid off and reasonable, move into new house, new (non-exploitative or abusive) relationship, continuously happy son. He imagines all this, feels it with every fibre of his being, and all is well. Were he to do this I am convinced it would all happen.

But don’t we all have a problem?

Throughout our whole lives we have been conditioned to react. When we are down and feeling helpless, dredging up optimism is hugely challenging. Being down and helpless invites negativity to the table. When our fears are justified, as they mostly are, the die is cast. The vicious circle continues. Even when we see some light in the gloom, for example someone coming to look at the house, we tell ourselves not to get our hopes up, and we subconsciously entertain the potential buyers as if they are unlikely to be convinced.

How much light do we need to shift our position? To genuinely believe the house will be sold? To entertain the possibility of having, say, six potential buyers amongst whom there is one who will make an acceptable offer? What will it take?

Suppose I go away, knowing my neighbour is in no fit state to accept any amount of optimism, and I feel the wish fulfilled for him?

Is my own life exactly as I want it? Can I invest a large amount of my personal psychic energy into helping my neighbour? Will being of service to him be of service to me? There is no obvious reward for me. None. Or is there?

“It is literally true that you can succeed best and quickest by helping others to succeed.”

Napoleon Hill.

Were I to do this, the last thing that would happen (at the present time) will be to go round and tell him what I was up to. So, he sells the house and I announce: “It was me, using the power of feeling the wish fulfilled.” My motivation would be to give him this precious tool; fuelling my ego would be ridiculous. From a life of reactivity, what is the chance that he would believe any of this?

Are you familiar with this (yes, it is true and heavily documented) story?

A therapist in Hawaii was called in to State hospital where the patients were totally out of control. The ward where they kept them was a dangerous place. Staff turnover and sickness levels were very high. People would walk through the ward with their backs against the wall because they were afraid of the patients.

Dr Hew Len, an expert in the spiritual practice, Ho’oponopono, was asked if he could help. He agreed, and worked there for three years. Then the ward was closed because all the patients had been healed. Dr Len never saw any of the patients; all he did and agreed to do was review their files.

While he studied their files, he would work on himself – he would repeat a mantra over and over – and miraculously, gradually all the patients began to heal. After a few months of Dr Len being there, everything changed. Patients could now walk freely; medications were reduced; and some of the worst cases were being released and freed.

Staff began to enjoy coming to work. Absenteeism and turnover disappeared. They ended up having more staff than they needed, because patients were being released and all the staff were showing up to work every day.

Dr Hew Len explained, “I was simply cleaning the part of me that I shared with them…total responsibility for your life, means that everything in your life, simply because it is in your life, is your responsibility. In a literal sense, the entire world is your creation.”

I’ll keep you posted.

Jack Stewart, October 5th 2021. Red October.

Trauma, synchronicity (divine timing) and simplicity.

Three things very close to my heart. Can trauma be explained simply? Peter Levine does a brilliant job, and I’m going to share extracts from his book Waking the Tiger, Healing Trauma. The extracts are all in italics.

I’m convinced, as collectively we move towards “another dimension”, there are so many signs of this shift that they will merge to create this “reality.”

Yes, dear friends, pay huge attention to what you may once have called coincidences. There are no such things, and when you add the word meaningful into the equation you have the definition of synchronicity.

In previous writings, and in several videos, I have maintained that no one is exempt, in 2021, from trauma. Naturally what is unique to each of us, is the impact and the symptoms.

Let Levine explain:

“Traumatic symptoms are not caused by the ‘triggering’ event itself. They stem from the frozen residue of energy that has not been resolved and discharged; the residue remains trapped in the nervous system where it can wreak havoc on our bodies and spirits. The long-term, alarming, debilitating, and often bizarre symptoms of PTSD develop one we cannot complete the process of moving in, through and out of the ‘immobility’ or ‘freezing’ state.”

The triggering event, if sufficiently overwhelming, causes us to shut down. We dissociate (detach) from what is going on around us, and may be in denial of it. The event may be so powerful as to cause us to even (like animals) “play dead,” to facilitate our escape after the danger has passed. If the event is physical, we may feel no pain at the time.

From personal experience, in 1977, I ran my car off the road and nearly killed myself. My memory of what happened is restricted to 1) getting in the car around half an hour before the crash, and 2) coming round in hospital some hours (?) later. There were of course many physical and psychological consequences for me. A few days after the crash, going to see the car, which was completely written off, made me realise how close to death I came.

“However, we can ‘thaw’ by initiating and encouraging our innate drive to return to a state of dynamic equilibrium.”

This innate drive is more than protection. It is what heals us at every turn. Without it, living-if that’s the right word-through the current insanity, we would succumb to the fear tsunami through depression and subsequent illness. Have you looked at the depression and suicide rates…?

Did I mention synchronicity?

Levine uses the example of an impala being chased by a cheetah at 70 miles an hour. He likens what is going on in the animal to a car.

“What is now taking place in the impala’s body is similar to what occurs in your car if you floor the accelerator and stamp on the brakes simultaneously. The difference between the inner racing of the nervous system (engine) and the outer immobility (brake) of the body creates a forceful turbulence inside the body similar to a tornado.”

In the “wild” animals discharge this compressed energy and rarely go around with trauma symptoms! They can release these powerful forces, we struggle.*

“To help visualise the power of this energy, imagine that you are making love with your partner, and you are on the verge of climax, when suddenly, some outside force stops you. Now, multiply that feeling of withholding by 100, and you may come close to the amount of energy aroused by a life-threatening experience.”

If, like me, you have no memory of the ‘trauma’, then it is difficult to discharge the energies. Two of the more obvious symptoms were my torso “seizing up” occasionally when having a shower and a deep semi-permanent feeling of unease. I’m sure there were many others, but at the time I rationalised both of these in a way which separated them from the car crash. Grin and bear it after all it’s only for life. Many years later (nearly 20) I took serious and significant steps to resolve this particular trauma.

Read any book, watch any video, read any article about trauma and you will find a list of symptoms. Being in denial or ignorance persuades us to attribute these symptoms to our lives of quiet desperation. We put up with so much, which massively diminishes our life quality, when it is all so unnecessary. Or:

“When we are unable to liberate these powerful forces, we become victims of trauma. In our often-unsuccessful attempts to discharge these energies, we may become fixated on them, like a moth drawn to a flame, we may unknowingly and repeatably create situations in which the possibility to release ourselves from the drama trap exists, but without the proper tools and resources most of us fail. The result, sadly, is that many of us become riddled with fear and anxiety and are never fully able to feel at home with ourselves and our world.”

We need to pass through, to release energy from the “immobility responses.” Otherwise, we remain stuck.

How is this for optimism (and truth)?

“Fortunately, the same immense energies that create the symptoms of trauma, when properly engaged and mobilised, can transform the trauma and propel us to new heights of healing, mastery, and even wisdom. Trauma resolved is a great gift, returning us to the natural world of ebb and flow, harmony, love, and compassion… I believe that we humans have the innate capacity to heal not only ourselves, but our world, from the debilitating effects of trauma.”

Hallelujah. Let the healing commence.

Jack Stewart, September 13, 2021.

* I find it fascinating, if we look at companion animals. I have been blessed to share my life with two cats in particular (one, Holly, is with me now) who have dealt with trauma very differently. Holly is fine, but it is obvious suffered greatly as a kitten before she lived with me, despite having had a pampered and wonderful life ever since. The other cat, Fleeb, absorbed the trauma of my wife Anne and myself during a very difficult phase of our lives in 2004.

Outwitting your (self) Devil

Hill. “Are you the chief inspirer of sin?”

The Devil. “Yes! It is my business to gain control of the minds of people in every way possible.”

Hill. “What is the commonest and most destructive of all sins?”

The Devil. “Fear and ignorance.”

The only way this ridiculous (Delta, go back to sleep) variant exists is that our friends in the Wuhan lab are at it again. Otherwise (almost certain) it is part and parcel of the whole scam and therefore is a chimera.

But, to paraphrase Alex Belfield, that isn’t why you are reading this. If you buy no other book this year, make your choice Outwitting the Devil by Napoleon Hill.

Why? Because Hill spells out in the simplest, most logical and watertight way possible how we have got ourselves into our present predicament.

The book was written in 1938. It only saw the light of day 72 years later, simply because Hill’s family were scared of the response the book may have invoked. The book is annotated by a woman called Sharon Lechter, and she describes it as the most profound book she has ever read. I’m tempted to agree.

You see my dear friends, the current battle between good and evil is being fought “in the minds of men.” Does the devil really exist? Read the book and you will realise the Devil exists in your mind and in the mind of every living being on this planet, including men.

To overcome the global tsunami of Satanism and evil, we not only have to tackle it head-on, now, we have to do totally change all the institutions which have preached lies, distortions and helplessness for millennia. In the USA, the greatest (pervasive, slow burning) evil is Critical Race Theory (CRT). CRT is a doctrine which convinces its adherents that white people are either willing (supremacists) participants in the oppression of all other races or rabid practitioners of unconscious (every other white person) bias. There is no doctrine more racist than CRT.

The purpose of this post is to convince you to buy the book. I have to balance giving you enough information about what it contains with not giving you too much so you just read this post and carry on “drifting”. In case you are wondering, I have no vested or financial interest in doing this other than to be on the side of good against evil.

The book will tell you how we got into this mess, through drifting- in other words having no life purpose and buying into destructive habits- and how we can overcome it. Watch my video, Outwitting Your Devil.

Of course the truth has been “out there” for millennia. The truth has been “in here” for longer. How do we access it is the perennial question? I don’t think there’s anything Hill’s book that is completely new to me, but the framework he has created, the emphasis he gives and the solutions he offers is its greatest gift.

To remain congruent, this post is, of necessity, brief. Doesn’t matter where you buy the book, it will be the best 10-15 quid you spend this year. I’m tempted to say or go back to sleep, but you wouldn’t be reading any of my posts if that was part of your make up!

Love to you all, Nanaste, Jack Stewart, “Freedom Day”, July 19, 2021.

The Last Battle.

We are now in a spiritual war, an information war. “We have one chance to get this right.” And so it goes. Revisit what went on during the last century. The causes and build up to the First World War. The Great War. The war to end all wars. And what happened to the warring factions after that.

Millions gave their lives whether fighting “on the front” or having their cities destroyed. Women saw their husbands and boyfriends for the last time.

Death by choice (the Armed Forces) or by merely “sheltering in place”, having your home bombed, was as real as the chair you may be sitting on or the walls that surround you.

In July 2021 it is much more subtle. The post-war nightmare of “had the Nazis won”, of control, surveillance, censorship, restriction, subjugation and indoctrination is nearer than you think. The Untermenschen today are the endless groups being oppressed by white men. Women, Blacks, LGBTQ…

In the USA the indoctrination is called Critical Race Theory. I have no idea how much of this is being taught in UK schools. However I do know that “woke” has infected our culture in a way that Covid would be proud of.

I recall many years ago watching a number of people talk about the impact of the fear of death had on everyone. My response was to accelerate my understanding about this and all life and to enable myself to diminish my fear of death. I have no fear of being called up, unlike (how willing were they?) volunteers who served in both World Wars. Perhaps my greatest fear is that I should pass in the midst of this nightmare, and watch events unfold from the world of spirit.

My belief is that God wins and I don’t need to pass to observe and participate in a new world. As I like to say to my friends, we are walking a tightrope. If we were fully and continuously aware of our connection to the Divine and we treated every aspect of our lives with unconditional love then we would be untouchable. But “coming down here” brings with it major challenges.

I’m doing my bit, but it never seems enough. Something else to work on.

And lastly if you want your world turned upside down (yet again) watch this film. It may be propaganda, it may be lies, it may be distortion. But it may be the truth, and you know what the truth does. Buckle up:

EUROPA: The Last Battle (2017) – Full Documentary HD (

Love to you all, Namaste, Jack Stewart, Friday, 09 July 2021.


About a week ago I remember a dream. We all dream of course, and some of us can remember our dreams easily. Not me, rarely can I remember my dreams. Anyway this one was a little strange, because what popped into my mind’s eye at some unearthly hour was this:

Ezekiel 8:23

I didn’t know Ezekiel was a book in the Bible, but given the “8:23”, it was reasonable to assume it was. So I checked it out the next day, but there was some confusion about 23:8/8:23. 23:8 refers to prostitution and has no obvious relevance. If you put in 8:23 into a search engine, 18:23 comes up:

“Do I take any pleasure in the death of the wicked? declares the Sovereign Lord. Rather, am I not pleased when they turn from their ways and live.”

Does this have relevance? You bet. Whilst the detail often escapes me, I am permanently mindful of the words of (Princess) Diana, channelled through Anne Stewart from 2012-2013. Below is a quote from In the Stillness Everything Happens, Chapter 11, channelled seventh of May 2012. The first paragraph below is my question to Diana:

“Yes Diana I do have a couple, and thank you again for the wonderful wisdom. You mentioned the Earth being overcrowded, and I have read plans about the people who are running the planet to kill most of us so that the population goes down to around 500 million. I’m wondering what your observations on that are?”

“Well, they will try of course but the more of you who can shed light on this, the better. A lot of these people have come down-however ridiculous it may sound to you- people have come down to help the planet, to lighten the planet. Yes some will go, some will go of their own accord. Because when they find out, as I have said previously, when they find out what has gone on they will not be able to comprehend, and take in, and understand…and they will leave this planet… They [‘the powers that be’] will try, and they have already done it in the past, we know that, and they will try again. And some people will pass. But the more people who know what is happening-and wow how this is spreading and how pleased we are-the more people know what is going on, the more people will be able to save the planet.”

And from Chapter 14, channelled June 29th, 2012. By the way, what is today’s date? June 29th, 2021:

“I have said before that as things come to the forefront, as things, as the truth is being told there will be some unpleasant times. People will think they are going mad because for all these years they have been programmed and it is so ingrained into their thinking, into their way of being. So many things that really they don’t know who they are. Because they have all these beliefs, beliefs of other people, of other generations. When they realise how everything has been lied to them, even the Bible, even the way the food is meddled with, even the way the monetary system has been so corrupt and for so long, even all the evil with paedophiles, some people will not be able to take this. And there will be suicides, and some people as I say will feel they are going off their heads.”

“Because as with you, it has been drip fed over many, many years. And so you are aware of what is going on in the world but you must also be aware that there are many, many people who are very closed. And these people are good people but they are very closed. And as everything is coming out, coming out with great force they will become overwhelmed with negativity. They will become very frightened, they will become very angry the way they have all been misled and their emotions will be so mixed that they will explode. And for some people it is going to be most unpleasant.

Some people will know that it is their time now to leave the planet, they have done what they needed to do and they will leave. And that’s okay, because there is no death, it is just a body. They have done what they came to do, and that’s that.

It is difficult for you to believe that the world is going to be so much better. So much kinder, so much more love. It is very difficult for some of you I appreciate that, now when everything seems such a high state of anxiety, and insecurity. And we are doing it in the gentlest and the best way that we know for all humanity, but it has to be done, and it cannot be done without pain. We are working to ease the pain to the best of our ability and things are coming in so quickly it is quite overwhelming for you there on the earth. And we know this. We are taking all the steps we can to be with you and to guide you.

There are more angels and more spirits on this planet now than ever. Doing their own work quietly and in their own way through the grace of God. To help the turbulent times to One day soon these times will be as calm as the sea, you will hardly be able to remember all that is going on at the moment. You see everything has a cycle, nature has a cycle and if you put out and cheat and lie and steal and rape and pillage, yes you may get away with it for generations. But I tell you this, what you sow you truly reap. Nature, and the law it must be. That is the law, what you sow you reap. If you sow love you will reap boundless love in many, many ways. If you sow greed, and hate and lies and you cheat then imagine what you are getting back. It is unimaginable what will happen to these people.

They will not escape, the law of God is not cruel-it is fair and it is just. But it is the law.”

Diana also talks elsewhere in the book about whistle-blowers and perpetrators of evil having deep regrets and turning to the likes of me for therapy. Maybe…

Well, who would have thought of a synchronicity within a synchronicity? Let me continue. On Sunday, June 27 my partner and I went to a truly fabulous place called Berkeley Castle, about half an hour’s drive from here. Amongst the many exhibits was an ancient Bible, about 400 years old, and it was displayed as left.

The page is from Ezekiel chapter 23 and starts (top left-hand corner) with verse 8. Verse 23 is displayed too.

I don’t think I need to suggest the odds of this happening by chance are incalculable.

So, I need time to process all this and who knows where it will lead?

Jack Stewart, Namaste, Tuesday, 29 June 2021

And I forgot to add…I was born on June 23rd, and at the age of 8 a hugely significant event occurred.

The Pandemic of Inhumanity.

“The plague, whilst on its way through the desert, met a caravan. Asked by the leader of the caravan what it wanted in Damascus, the plague answered: ‘1000 people.’ As chance would have it, they met again in a few week’s time. ‘You lied,’ the caravan leader told the plague, ‘You took 5000.’ ‘No, no, no,’ answered the plague. ‘I honestly only took 1000. The rest were taken by fear.’”

Abu Battuta Muhammad Ibn Abu (1304-1368) from The Pandemic of Inhumanity, Franz Ruppert, IoPT Books, 2021

To be a successful therapist you must love your client. You have to let go of any bias, any judgement and be fully accepting of them. Someone coming to you to let go of maybe a lifetime of seriously troubling (often hidden) issues, and/or chronic mental or physical conditions does not want to engage in political debate.

Conversely, therapists are people and we have opinions.

Whilst I understand therapists, healers and trainers taking a backseat during this current attempted reset of humanity I will never endorse them or praise them for doing so.

Over the years I have seen world-famous spiritual teachers and personal development specialists avoid entering into the political debate. Whilst this has been going on the blackmailed, “woke” and compromised adrenochrome junkies from Hollywood have been queueing up to threaten Donald Trump, permanently bang the systemic racism drum, support defunding of the police, and endorse the whole host of “Democratic” rhetoric.

There are a few notable exceptions. Tony Robbins, Bruce Lipton., Eckhart Tolle, Russell Brand.

It is probably too much to ask friends and colleagues who run healing centres and therapy practices to make a stand. From personal experience I know there is opposition to this increasingly transparent scamdemic. However one phone call from the army of deluded and forever lost informants could close them down. Stay open, play the game.

  • IoPT

In the past couple of years I have come across and participated in Identity orientated Psychotrauma Therapy (IoPT). Powerful, powerful stuff. The principal author of this process is Professor Franz Ruppert (Munich), a person I place in the highest regard. There are no splinters in his backside. His book, The Pandemic of Inhumanity, pulls no punches. Franz’s contention is that every single person on this planet is traumatised to a greater or lesser extent. It begins with conception, may occur during gestation and is probably most common at and post birth. Each generation (especially mothers) goes through this and it is passed on mostly without thought or acknowledgement. Some of us may have a beautiful conception/birth experience, but almost no one gets through childhood without trauma.

Alarmist? Justification and perpetuation of the victim mind-set? Yes, we now have a whole generation of pathetic race/gender/sexuality obsessed Stockholm Syndrome conditioned people. But what Franz Ruppert is talking about is far deeper, far more serious and is outside any mainstream media, ”education” (school), and Globalist plot. Or is it more sinister?

Watch “Who Am I in a Traumatised Society” (lecture May 2018 in London) on YouTube if you can’t be bothered buying Franz’s books.

Before introducing some IoPT theory, you need nothing other than an active mind to realise this whole Covid nightmare has not only traumatised billions of people but it has resurrected long suppressed and unresolved personal traumas, all of which compound our misery and compromise and negate our humanity.

  • Who am I really?

Our psyche determines who we are and how we live our lives. In a nutshell the psyche is how we connect with reality, through our senses, and also how we interpret and understand the world. It has three components, the healthy, the stressed/survival and the traumatised psyche. The healthy psyche allows us to differentiate between our internal and external worlds, between past and present, between reality and illusion and to separate I (my experiences) from You (your experiences). When in the stressed psyche, we are in the classical fight or flight mode. We focus on the stress or danger, which generates destructive negative emotions which persist until the perceived danger is over.

The traumatised psyche kicks in when we cannot resolve the danger through our thoughts and actions. Ring any bells? Lockdowns, masks, vaccines, anti-social distancing anyone? We deny what is happening, reduce our perceptions and become emotionally numb. We can no longer think clearly and our memories are unreliable. We go “into our heads” and are easy prey to manipulation and perverse psychological conditioning.

“Basically even breathing is now considered a risk factor… For the panic makers caught up in their control mania, the ideal situation at the moment would be that no one went anywhere at all.”

Franz Ruppert

  • Trauma?

Okay. So how are we traumatised in the first place?

Were you conceived from a position of love? Or violence? Were you wanted? Were your needs met? What was your mother’s mental state during the time you were in her womb? What happened during birth? What happened after birth? Did your parents want a boy and you were born a girl? Did your parents sacrifice their own needs during your childhood? Did they do this willingly or were they resentful? Were you abused in any way as a child?

Were you treated as an autonomous person in your own right? Or were you daddy’s girl? Or mummy’s boy? Did your parents attempt to fulfil their suppressed needs and desires through you?

And-no blame here-would you describe your parents as completely hang-up and issue free? Your siblings, did they have any issues or traumatic episodes? Did you have any family “secrets”?

I could go on, but the point should be obvious. And in case you’re wondering, stress during pregnancy has been scientifically proven to adversely affect brain development of the foetus.

In your adult life, has anyone betrayed you? Have you betrayed anyone? Have you taken on the blame for someone else’s actions? Why does it always rain on you?

But you got/you get over all of this, didn’t/don’t you? No lasting effects, after all that’s life isn’t it? And you can’t remember most of it…

P.S. We model/copy the behaviour of significant others (parents, other family members, authority figures) especially during our first six or seven years. This is how we become who we are. This is how the psyche develops.

  • The goal for you, the goal for humanity.

You may be wondering, given this pandemic of fear and trauma, how anybody can function? In the same way we see serial killers, criminal politicians and assorted psychopaths in the media acting “normally” we operate out of our healthy psyche most of the time.

However frequently or infrequently your “trauma biography” affects you, it seriously diminishes your life. Are any of these things familiar?

  1. “I was traumatised, but now I’m over it.” (if trauma exists, it’s everyone else, not me. Denial of reality)
  2. “It shouldn’t be like this.” (creating illusions)
  3. Routinely accepting the advice, instructions and opinions of experts, authority figures and “celebrities”. (not being you, identifying with others)
  4. Sacrificing yourself and your needs for others. (relationships, “those less fortunate”, society)
  5. Feelings of shame and disgust about yourself and your body.
  6. Not accepting you are a victim until the mask slips…(keep smiling, obey the rules, care for others, feel guilt and shame, be strong)

Look carefully again at points 3 and 4. This is what governments all round the world are doing to their citizens. They are saying “You and your opinions don’t count.” In truth they have always said this, but have disguised it rather well. You must trust the experts. If you don’t stay at home, keep away from other people, wear a mask (get vaccinated!), you are killing people. Ignore the fact that every single one of these points can be challenged and disproved. Ignore the “inversion.” Those telling you to do this are the killers, not you. By denying you the basic human need of social contact, by instructing you to breathe in your own recycled germs, get hypoxia and take an experimental vaccine, “they” are killing the most vulnerable members of society. And if you are not vulnerable, by triggering the stressed and trauma parts of your psyche, they will ensure you soon are.

Might you hazard a guess as to who are the most traumatised members of our society? It couldn’t possibly be those who are in positions of power and influence, those we have allowed to do this while we have been asleep at the wheel?

The goal for everyone is to let go of the parts of our stressed and traumatised psyche, to further develop our healthy psyche and as we do this as individuals, so the collective does the same.

  • And?

“The situation is serious, but not hopeless.”

Author unknown.

“If we want a more humane future, it will depend on how much we are willing to face up to our truth, both individually and collectively. Because all these survival strategies, from epochs of humanity caught up in the madness of power and money, will only lead this earth further into chaos and into the erosion of any existence worth living. As has often been the case in human history, an empire that has become overpowering will then collapse because of the ignorance and decadence of its elites. In the long run, truth can never be replaced by propaganda, justice can never be superseded by the arbitrary use of force, and true humanity cannot be replaced by cynicism and hypocrisy.”

Franz Ruppert.

Thank you Franz for having the courage to speak out, to speak the undeniable truth at probably the most significant time in human history.

Jack Stewart, May 6th 2021.